Dealing with the reprecussions and consequences of your own poor decisions is never a fun job. But, it is necessary.
You just have to do it.
Especially so it enables you to move on to that next chapter in your life.
Several of my loved ones have also recently gone through a transition and are in the same boat as I am. It's comforting to know I'm not alone in this "life stuff."
The moral of every story is always: keep on going. Roadblocks are not always dead-ends. They are just detours leading to a different direction.